Wow, so this is single life..

I have been on so many dates in the past 2 weeks, its un real. THIS GIRL IS TIRED!

Some guys have been assholes.

Some guys have been sweet and nice

One or two have been AMAZINGLY wonderful guys

But, all in all I am enjoying myself. Its incredible how much attention ive been getting. Its even more incredible to realize that ive been ignored for at least the past year if not 2. Its really shown me what things I want in a guy and what things I DEFINITELY do not want in a guy.

Some guys make me feel stupid and unworthy (and thats when i say NEXT) and others (most) make me feel like I am the most amazing catch and are lucky to have a chance with me and my ex is a fool (couldn’t agree more!).  So either way, im getting free dinner and entertainment. haha jk

But it is amazing to date all these different types of guys …oh speaking of…one just called. gotta jet

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I’m divorced!!!!! YAY ME!!

Its been a crazy day, Ill have to blog later. Bc I gotta change to go out and celebrate!

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Glad

I am glad I went to work today. I got the “pity looks” and the “im sorry”s etc, but I also got real compassion and understanding. It was nice to be social again and see familiar faces. Then I went into my classroom and I was at home. I opened up my cabinets and saw my penguins that my kids have gotten me and I smiled. I replaced the picture on my desk of me and the coward with a picture of me and my friend Cathy in Nice (see right) .  Thats a much nicer picture to look at than of the coward. lol.

But It felt good, like a theraputic good to be in my classroom. I am, for the first time this summer, excited to see my kids again. I know they will just brighten up my day. Update on the HR phone call-turns out they need me to do paper work. lol. I had to resign in february last year before they put me on Non-renewal (which means that S County Schools could NEVER rehire me and its a big red flag on a record). But then after I got my VA license (I only had a NC one before) they hired me back, no problem. Because of that, HR saw that I resigned, but they did not see that I was hired back. So they canceled everything-my email, my tax paper work, etc. So I have to go back and re fill out ALL of that. oh joy.  I needed to redo all of that stuff anyways because of the divorce. So, it works out.

I was freaking out though because knowing my luck something would just screw me. Its sad. The things I trust in scare me the most. Those are the things in my mind now that are going to fuck up my life. Why? Oh because I trusted in the coward and my marriage and that fucked up my life a bit (nothing I cant spring back from). So it makes sense that things I trusted, can no longer be trusted. Its almost easier for me to trust in new things than to trust in the tried and true. I know, weird. Thanks coward.